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the_thinker depth again

I have these thoughts from time to time, they go nowhere but serve a purpose of making my mind flinch and then react. I go around and round, churning the idea and the thought to the point of either acceptance or rejection, never getting anywhere or at least to a point is not only not all there, but neither or both.

Constantly in flux, a thought and idea rising and sinking like a wave. I stop. I think to myself, “WTF am I doing here?”.

I used to write more often, more from experience or that for which I would think. And that would sink away with the tide, being replaced by one vice for another. Or are we, am I, doing that?

We end up at a destination that is not only nowhere, but between not anywhere and somewhere. A Twilight Zone episode of enveloping nothingness with nothing, not of substance but thereof lacking everything.

Insanity, a destination not a place in the universe, envelops us all at different rates. Our ability to command our individual brain, to seek to understand or control them, beating us down with the humanity of our condition of being, not so oddly, human.

And in a fleeting second, a thought of undying good or evil, it passes without sin or praise, a thought that just keeps existing.

the_thinker sex

I’m sorry I can’t be more optimistic, Doctor, but we’ve got a long road ahead of us. It’s like having sex. It’s a painstaking and arduous task that seems to go on and on forever, and just when you think things are going your way, nothing happens.

-Lt. Frank Drebin

the_thinker signs of life 12

I am a firm believer in bettering yourself and finding new ways to open your mind into previously uncharted waters. From the 100 Ways To Be More Conscience listing :

12. Practice forgiveness – Forgiving yourself can be very difficult sometimes: especially if you are operating in a lower state of consciousness. Realize that in order to rise up, advance, and become a more conscious person, you must be compassionate and forgiving towards yourself. Any hateful thoughts or pent up negative emotions that you may be holding towards yourself need to be released. Negative thoughts and emotions can easily lower our level of consciousness if we do not practice compassion and forgiveness.

the_thinker confidence

This is from a subsection of a chat I was having with a coworker, so context is whatever you want it to be (kinda) :

… You need to have the confidence to talk to me, I’m a good test of that, so you can do better. That’s what we do, we try to elevate those around us to be better, so we can be too.

the_thinker protectiveness

The essence of living is neither the things that you own nor that which you desire, the essence of living is that which you have created, life, and the continued protection of it’s continuation.

-new originals

the_thinker sparks

“Where would we be if not for disappointing ourselves believing that there was such a thing as love and that it could be obtained by another human.”

-The Thinker (antidote)

the_thinker lack of creativity

I’ve been bitten by the bug that slows my development for creative thinking. It’s difficult to really describe it other then the overall emptiness of my brain.

Perhaps a trip is in order, somewhere with more sun. Perhaps a good smoke session is in order.

Releasing ones mind in an open and honest fashion is imperative to gaining the clarity needed. Mindfulness, though in this case it is the lacking drive for that.

Longterm life goals have gotten cloudy, perhaps murky is a better term.

the_thinker signs of life 47

I am a firm believer in bettering yourself and finding new ways to open your mind into previously uncharted waters. From the 100 Ways To Be More Conscience listing :

47. Understand your own thought process – An extremely effective way to become more conscious is to take note of your thought process and understand it to the best of your ability. I’ve seen many people run themselves in mental circles due to an ineffective understanding of their own thought process. Being consciously aware of your thoughts and why you are thinking them is a key step towards creating an accurate understanding of your reality.

the_thinker signs of life 46

I am a firm believer in bettering yourself and finding new ways to open your mind into previously uncharted waters. From the 100 Ways To Be More Conscience listing :

46. Accept and love yourself for who are – Life’s journey becomes much easier and significantly enriched if you can learn to accept yourself for who you are. Depending on your current state of consciousness, it may be difficult to love and accept who you are. Take the time to count your blessings, be accepting of yourself and your level of consciousness. Realize that at this current moment you are doing the best that you know how to do in order to advance consciously.